i do not deal with grief well, im not a person who openly shows my emotions, but i felt i had to do something....
this is in memory of a freind and rp partner who recently died, though it is unfinished as yet. ive discouraged critique because i know its not very good proportionately, but ill try to correct that.
I find it difficult to express what i feel in words, i always do at times like this. strange that i can so easily express myself through my rp characters but i find it so difficult to do it for myself.
This picture is bittersweet for me. it is of a meeting between one of my characters (the stallion) and her character(the palomino mare) in the roleplay they fell in love, but it was short lived, for the mare sacrificed herself to try and save the lives of the rest of the herd.....WIntersweet lost her when he had only just begun to know her.
that is how i feel myself. i will miss her a lot....i wish i had known her more, but what i did know of her she was a very sweet, lovely person who was like a breif light that touched many people. her characters were always so gentle and sweet, trying to help the others and whenever i spoke to her i got that feeling about her too.....She will be missed deeply....